Purpura, Lia

United States, (b. 1964)

To the Pig: An Oath

  1. To do no harm beyond need and not to hurt.
  2. To catch you up by the leg,
  3. to be that body of doubt you denied always.
  4. To graze your lifeline,
  5. tell the future only once.
  6. To sharpen the knife till it’s thin as a leaf.
  7. To boil water, hide the rope,
  8. to wear the scent of an unlocked gate.
  9. To quiet the bucket’s handle with a rag.
  10. To let you eat in silence.
  11. To compare your broad back to fresh lumber
  12. and muscles to spring bulbs. To wait
  13. to say your name aloud and clot your ears with sense.
  14. To prepare my arms, to reshape fear.
  15. To catch your intelligent eye with mine.
  16.  
  17. To stand in the widening circle
  18. and soak my boots to the ankle.
  19. To scrape wiry hair, to keep water boiling.
  20. To hang the shell of you in waves of smoke.
  21. To unpack a pot the size of your thoughts
  22. and jars enough for the jewels of your insides.
  23. To linger over pale pink ones.
  24. To force hands in. To bloody my apron,
  25. to isolate every fracture and pour salt over.
  26. To break bones to go deeper, to empty my mind
  27. to make a tent of you, to balance the knife, to say
  28. your eyes are white as milk so almost blue.
  29. To bring the wheel of my attention
  30. and quick hands to the smallest bones
  31. that articulated jumping. To tie
  32. a second apron on. To wear myself out. To find
  33. you blooming suds, to be the one to have fed you,
  34. whose abundance is proof of my love.

© Lia Purpura. CutBank 49. Spring 1998  https://www.cutbankonline.org/.

About the Poet:

Lia Purpura, United States (b. 1964), is a poet, essayist and educator. She is the recipient of four Pushcart Prizes. Purpura is the author of four collections of poems: King Baby, Stone Sky Lifting, The Brighter the Veil, It Shouldn’t Have Been Beautiful, four collections of essays: Increase, On Looking, Rough Likeness, and All the Fierce Tethers and one collection of translations Poems of Grzegorz Musial: Berliner Tagebuch and Taste of Ash.

Her poems and essays have appeared in AGNI, The Antioch Review, DoubleTake, FIELD, The Georgia Review, The Iowa Review, Orion Magazine, The New Republic, The New Yorker, The Paris Review, Parnassus: Poetry in Review, Southern Review, and many other magazines.

A graduate of Oberlin College and the Iowa Writers’ Workshop where she was a Teaching/Writing Fellow in Poetry, Purpura is currently Writer-in-Residence at University of Maryland, Baltimore County in Baltimore, Maryland. She is also on the faculty of the Rainier Writing Workshop Low-Residency MFA Program in Tacoma, Washington. [DES-01/22]

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